And that You Meant It

"Forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past" 



Sometimes I search for my own words in those of others.

"Evidentally I Don't Experience Things As Rationally As You Do," but "G*d damn it felt amazing the days you were happy to see me". So, here it is.  "It's an apology letter to the both of us for how long it took me to let things go. It was not my intention to make such a production of the emptiness between us"

Mae

The URL for this blog is the sum of change (sigma delta) over time... as I thought I was. However, I now realize I should have titled it sigma pi delta over time. The sum of irrational [number] change over time.


I neglect the near future, dream of the distant future and close my eyes to immerse in the now.

The third [of 40] day of written thankfulness

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense."
-Emerson


Oh! A wonderful Friday full of things to be thankful for...

-An understanding production team that doesn't increase my stress when I'm late
-My body for letting me bike for just over an hour AND lift a bit
-Reading an entire book for myself while I biked/being able to do something I wanted to do instead of what I felt obligated to do
-Hot chocolate
-Having immense love for "nonsense"
-Getting a tiny bit of the kitchen clean
-Oyster Crackers and 0-point Vegetable soup
-Man Vs. Food
-Julie's message: "tag, you're it!"
-People who believe in love and falling in love

Nothing's as Pretty as the Past

The best you ever had will always be in the past.