Sometimes I feel as though I am sad for no reason, but maybe sometimes it's not sadness, but simply coming down from happiness... back to some sort of neutral level. Or perhaps I just have difficulty identifying emotions and I'm just sleeeeepy... or easier yet, thirsty!
Watching mothers with their newborns I wonder if I was as confusing as an infant as I am now. For my parents' sake... I hope not.
Maybe this neutral will feel more neutral tomorrow.